For a goodly portion of last night sleep eluded me. I was awake again in the small hours before sunrise, I was caught in my thoughts and they were not letting me go. So much has gone. So much change. So many things will never be the same. Gone is the easiness of being. It has been replaced by an unknown feeling.
When I looked at the marble, I should have seen. Maybe I was afraid that if I looked at it I would see that it no longer was what I thought it was. That it never was. Maybe I was afraid I wasn't who I thought I was. I see now that I wasn't.
true love will never fade